just breathe

I seem to be suffocating
The world is pressing down on me without mercy
It's attempting to blot me out, to fade me into non-existence

My heart is bleeding, it's spews from my mouth, from my eyes
I'm still learning how to fly

Like a baby bird forced to fly south for the winter
You'll die if you stay here, baby bird
You'll be left behind if you wait any longer
Left to die

In my lovely solitude the night closes in
I'm suffocating with and without your love
I'm learning to cry on my own
I'm remembering what it was like before you came

What does it mean to be independant?
Where do you find the time for that?
My garden is a cold, brittle place
What once was spring, now is emptiness

I can't do anything, my heart is in pieces
You're all causing me anxiety
You're all somewhere else

Nah~
Can I call out to something, to someone?
Will it make it more worthwhile?
Nah~
Is there something I can look to?

Ahhh...

There's a star shining brightly in the sky
I don't care where, or who it comes from
But it's shining for me

With this belief I can continue on
With this belief I'll remain strong

I don't care if it's a lie, most things are

Ahhh...

The dawn is coming, I can see through the fog

Ahhh...

Wherever you are I'll always be here
Whether I'm waiting for you, or not
I'm stagnent like a star in the sky

The stars will lead you to me.

Ahhh...

If you're looking for me I'll be with the stars
Who said things had to be complicated?

Ahhh...

I'll have my own summer here,
Watching, waiting, and wondering


When spring will come.